in PalmSprings, California. Yeah, that pretty much sums it up. Unless something surprises me. You never know.
but BEFORE that i had the worst/best day.
worst "di fraternita".because i saw a call out from someone who I thought knew me. who I thought would be the one who'll be always there and can take any of my mood swings. But no. To this person, I'm an alien. A gelatinous, green creature, that is inhumane, have totally different aspects and values of a normal creature. Well Mr. Perfection, if I'm like that to you, wait until you find another real friend.. they'll just ALL LEAVE if you treat 'em like this. Good Luck, you'll need it. Enough said, because I won't bother with anyone like that. Things change, people change. If that person is not grown up enough to know it, then they'll just remain stupid.
"Ignorance is ignorance, period."
it's just sad, that I'm willing to move on, and he'll stay like that. blaming the world for his imperfections. tsk, can't even take a dose of his medicine.
Keeping that in mind, it pretty much ruined my mood .
I was supposed to hang out with my girls at one, but I had to be all sad, and feeling like a shitty person/friend/ex-friend (that's right I said it, I know I'm childish, but you don't need to care anymore). I also had to wait for my slow, jerk-faced sister, who I'm grateful for for lending me money. I met up with the peeps by 6:30 and watched Toystory 3, and Shrek3. In 3d, bitches.
best PRE-CALI . Because the time after disparity just hours earlier, were spent with the greatest of friends that I would NEVER trade for anything. They clearly know who I am, and won't mind if I'm me. They're the ones who can handle me being emotionally torn inside, the ones who deserve me laughing, cheery, happy. They know who I can become, who I aspire to be, what my true values are. They're the ones who's going to be ANGRY/SPAZ if I do something bad, and the ones who'll be HAPPY/SPAZ if I do something good. Clearly I know who my true friends are. But only a Few who I can consider REAL. I once said you were true, but "people CHANGE and it's part of life". The only way to let that FACTOR affect/influence you in a good way, is to not think of a way, but just DEAL WITH IT.
Again, shout out to my awesome friends. And shout out to those who needs to grow up.. and those who are trying. Because the moment we accept that we're not perfect, and actually accept it, not being defensive, not blaming, not twisting, not all that shit..I think we can actually start growing up, and find other people who are also imperfect, build on what ever we got. It might not make sense, but when it comes to friends and people, somehow all senses fail.
California here I come.
Someone throw SHAMU back to the ocean WOOO - white chicks. im going to seaworld bitches and non-bitches. Love ya's.
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