A convivial Weekend

This weekend was the best. One of the best in a long time.

I've been dwelling in so many sad, stressful, and heavy hearted things, that I can't seem to recognize the good stuff anymore. I was really upset this week because of litt

le things that I notice too much, and being too sensitive about it.

The most muddled part was, those things were happening because I was causing them. I was putting it all upon myself, and it makes me sink deeper and deeper into a hole, all by myself, it was dark and stifling. That place lacked family, friends, warmth, love; it was all anxiety,

pain and stress.

Too much for me to handle.

That's why this weekend, Friday night specifically, was just a loose and lively night. One of the nights that I'd hope of having during this time. We ate at an all you can eat sushi/korean bbq place, we were LOUD and the booth next to us were HATIN on us. Yeah that lil booth can suck it. It was one of the nights where I was so hyper, that I don't think it was the water. I wanted to tell off those guys beside us, "the blow horn". Oh silly asian MOTHERJERK. That was my word of the night, and the next day. I was the bartender for the night. ( I was flipping the water pitcher and it was a TOTAL FAIL )>

The next day, baddy tournament. GP cup. Met new mother jerks, pwned some

old mother jerks, GOT pwned by old mother jerks, played GROUNDERS. Yes, it made my whole weekend whole.

The most fun I've had with little boys and Linda. We climbed over fences and others decided to walk around (they still had to climb a fence though).

Hieu bought all of the baddy kids slurpee, and I suggested grounders. Yuchuan (I called him Szechuan like the chicken flavour because I couldn't pronounce his name) , Justin and linda were scared to climb over the fence. It was funny yet it was a mellow bonding time with lots of screaming and name calling. It was fun.The grueling part though, Hieu thought that climbing this one specific fence would get us into the playground right away. So Nghia, Linda, and me decided to follow him. BAD CHOICE. We had to climb four more fences before we got to a grassy area. OHEMGEE MAN. It was a fun and tiring work out before we got completely murdered by grounders. I loved it. I was only it twice and I was so keen to catch Justin. He was a pwned mother bitch :) .

I will admit though, I didn't want Szechuan and Thomas (this baddy guy that was so sick, like I was mocking/flirting with him because he did this trick shot that I totally failed at, he has a cute smile) to leave so early, they didn't even get to play with us. But anyways, I didn't want them to leave, because I didn't want Thomas to leave. *sigh* I lost my interest for him, once my sister told me, "oh i know that guy, he's flip and he's like in gr9". EEEEW. What is up with me and little boys, I swear it's not even funny. GRR! Sad part was though, when I tell them my age/ grade, they're shocked like I'm in grade fucking 2 or something. It's okay.

This WEEKEND WAS RAD.

2 more weeks before highschool is over. It's unhappy and as much as a lot of people say that they're so glad to be out of it, I will definitely miss it.